Wednesday, June 1, 2011
When Jeremy and I got married I already had 11 nieces and nephews. I became an Aunt for the first time when I was 13.
I always knew I would have a large family. I never thought about when that family would be done growing though.
My sister and sister-in-laws, who are done having children, told me that when they were done, they just knew. Their families felt complete.
I have wondered, is my family complete? Am I really done having babies?
Is my family complete?
No, it is not.
I don't think it ever will be.
So, despite trying to go by that feeling, I can't. Because no matter what I do, my family will not be complete.
No matter how many babies I have, one is always going to be missing.